March 22, 2014

Today has been a pretty uneventful day. I am not any worse, but I am also not any better. I am trying to make mental notes of everything that is happening so that I can pass it along to family and friends. The doctor has talked to us several times about having an amniocentesis done, but we are trying to hold off as long as they will let us. There is a big chance they could break my water during the test and that would cause the labor to progress for sure. The doctors are saying they cannot understand why I am having contractions and this test would let them know if I had an infection in the amniotic fluid. However, I have yet to run a fever and my white blood count is perfect, so we are hoping this hold them off a little longer. It did get pretty real today when the doctor told us that Jeff may end up having to choose between his wife and delivering a baby. I'm not going to lie, for a few minutes I was shaken, but every time I have gotten to a point of fear God sends a reminder. I know we have a lot of friends and family praying for us and I have a great sense of peace about the whole situation. God has already done more than my little mind ever thought was possible. Not for one moment does he forsake me and I know that is were my mind needs to rest. To God be the glory!